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Oct. 4th, 2005 | 12:59 am

ah. finally i am alone. deena came to see me saturday, which was great-except her boyfriend came too. hes the kind of person who takes forever to warm up to people...so hes like this sulky quiet cloud rainin on my dee time...so anyway, because good luck is not exactly what i have, his truck broke down....they had to stay at my house for three nights....now, if it was just deena-that would have been great, but geez i'm glad they got to leave today. we couldnt even take my car anywhere. usually, with seven or so gallons of water,i can drive around clinton without breaking down or catching fire....but NO i had to run my battery down.... i like to sit in my car and smoke,listen to oldies stations, and talk on the phone....thursday night i sat in there so long that my battery died....and,because good luck is not exactly what i have, in order to charge my battery, you have to unbolt stuff and pull stuff out and its a pain so i just left it cuz i didnt figure i'd need to drive it anywhere anyway....but it would have been nice to be able to go to the movies or out to eat so they didnt have to sit home all day. today i got ian to come over and jump me off so i could drive to my gmaws tomorrow and get my stuff out of her attic.....then i sat in the car smoking, listening to oldies stations, and talking on the phone....until i ran the battery down....ahhh.....

adventure sleeper like whoa

Sep. 27th, 2005 | 01:37 pm

i had to go to the bank today and pay my over draft fees...grrr...actually chris huff paid them so now i owe HIM....

"babys got her blue jeans on"

Sep. 24th, 2005 | 03:38 pm
mood: ecstatic ecstatic

whoot whoot...what a great saturday. this morning dianne took me to the doc to pick up my medicine samples, then she wanted to try and help me find some jeans (for those of you have not heard about this predicament-i havent been able to find a pair of jeans to fit me right in about 3 years) so anyway, i ended up finding TWO pair that i think look good, dianne bought them both for me (spoiled rotten says i!) i am so broke....i still dont have my new phone yet,but i'm excited about that. plus i have a   D-A-T-E tonight (ok, so honestly-thats the main reason today is so great) i miss bonnie clyde and deena....i think deena is coming to see me next saturday....like for real this time....i gots my fingers crossed. i say to myself,krisd-have you ever been this happy for a good reason????....and besides the day when my niece was born....i dont think so. sher, if you are really tired of hearing my bouncy bubbly boy conversations.....i'm sorry.ok,not really but i will bite my tongue....or you can pinch me every time i say his name.

my secret agent lover man

Sep. 20th, 2005 | 01:46 pm

a very nice boy brought me lunch....and dairy queen never tasted so good. the end.

the one who i want to be THE ONE

Sep. 19th, 2005 | 01:46 pm
mood: loved loved

he is nothing like me.
we are exactly the same.
if he keeps making me smile, i am going to wrinkle prematurely.
our imaginations take off together, all of the sudden we are fishing in alaska,or he is teeny and lives in my pocket.we listen to other peoples conversations and laugh when we think about them listening to ours.we compare toes and ears and freckles, because he notices the little things too.we are comfortable together,enough so that he licked his finger and wiped off my smeared eyeliner, knowing i wouldnt care.obviously i'm not a typical girl,because for some reason this meant a lot to me.he worries that i will get bored with him, which is insane.he thinks he talks too much,but i could listen to him all day.he apologizes for being insecure,he says he just likes me a lot....i like him so much more than he realizes.
he says when i wear black i look alive,
when he wears white,i think he looks so real.
we are nothing alike.
we are exactly the same.

hunter has the neatest scab

Sep. 14th, 2005 | 11:06 pm

gee. i havent updated this thing in a while....and i dont really care to now, but i'm waiting for the tylenol pm to kick in so what the heck....i have a really bad headache plus i just watched Crash again, so i am a little pissy lee....i highly recommend seeing Crash, its the perfect movie to slit your wrists to (remember kids--VERTICAL!) no, really, watch it....justAvaughn came over to watch it with me. sheesh, my car has been broken for a week (or two??)....for some reason i dont care very much. its kind of relieving....i have the FREEDOM to sit at home and entertain no one! i would really really like to see deena...the last time i saw her was when we all went to bonnies play, that was like two friggin months ago. stupid hurricane. stupid julio. stupid unreliable cars of ours.

since my car has been broken, ive been at work a lot more. i don't mind--i have the vaughns.... entertainment dysfunctional style.

cutting up the vaughns

Aug. 24th, 2005 | 04:55 pm

terry vaughn is having surgery today so i'm off work. i am so pissed at myself because i slept until 4:00. i want to go see my sister and liddy bug today but i dont know if i will or not. blah. all this dustin drama.

i am in a good mood...mostly. i should take my medicine but its all the way in my room. woe is me!

i am proud of myself. i think my money might last until payday for once. i havent counted it in a few days though. i have this habit of cashing my check and then stuffing it all in the inside pocket of my purse and not realizing that i am broke until i attempt to pay for a $5 cup of coffee, stick my hand in the pocket, and pull out like fifty cents. then there is always this big oops...silly irresponsible me.


lately i been ghetto blastin

Aug. 19th, 2005 | 08:25 pm

my car is all better now. i think i will have a slumber party with benji tomorrow (or later today, whatever) i guess i cant call it a party if its just me and ben. we are the super secret slumber society. but i guess a society is more than two people also. LEAVE ME ALONE. my hands are asleep i believe. makes typing difficult

some girls have glitter in their veins

Aug. 16th, 2005 | 11:53 pm

grr....my car is broken so i have been at home all afternoon. but hey i cleaned my room and helped dianne rearrange the living room. my teeth hurt too.

kris-d,duz10,and benji---survived wood street!!!!

Aug. 15th, 2005 | 12:06 am

i got to see my bonnie pants this weekend. that made me superly happy! i think deena might come to see me this week too...i hope so, i havent seen her in like a month!  johnpaul called chris huff a couple of days ago wanting to know why i havent been by to see him....i thought me going to see him was what made him end up in the ER, so i was confused....i went by his house but he was sleeping. i dont understand. whatever. i am in a super good mood and i have nobody to play with because its so late :(